This is as the title states an open Soliloquy – A thought…

I’m sitting at home Thursday 6:58am on July 5th, 2012. I’m just in from a night out celebrating the 4th of July w some friends and acquaintances from work.  I’m thinking about everything I actually am trying not to think about while “in mid-flight”.  I’m hoping it’s round 12 and the sandman saves what’s left of my mind for the evening and that… right soon. It’s strange that for me in these moments of clarity and obfuscation, everything can seem so chaotic and random but in reality fit perfectly and make perfect sense ( if that makes sense).

Another year older, hopefully another year wiser. I often wonder at how life at times seems so very much odd and like the Matrix and yet for all the dejavu’s I’ve ever had the truth never escapes me with its blunt, harsh, and sobering reality…that as much as I would love to be a kid, I am… no longer a kid, life and time wait for no one. In that truth I continue to gain understanding and appreciation for all that I have, and have been blessed to experience for good or bad.  To god be the glory, his mercy endureth forever. Amen